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i tried to steer away from stan twitter after my account got s worded but josh still comes through time after time, even though i’m not httpzerkaa anymore. i love this lane more than anything and i’m here forever - there’s no words to describe how much he’s helped me…it makes me so happy that he knows it too :’)
my best friend passed away in august 2016 and josh is the reason i made it through that. i think that’s why i hold onto his content so much, he brought me the happiness i was searching for when i needed it the most. even with being a stan, he trusts me to help mod his twitch streams AND his second channel (which doesn’t really matter atp lmao), he sees almost all of my art of him, he’s always replying, being appreciative no matter the situation, and more. i love this guy, and i just think he is really neat :)
i don’t know why i made this post, really. just had some stuff on my mind that i wanted to express. didn’t think i could love someone this much but i do and i’m forever grateful!
4,000 miles have never sucked so much - i can’t wait to hug you one day @zerkaa , you know, a GOOD hug. not the one armed half hugs you do sometimes LOOOOL. 💛

song; escort by chase atlantic

ac; me | spc; @httpzerkaa | dt; tagged ♥
song; appreciated by rixton

ac; me | spc; @httpzerkaa | dt; tagged ♥
song; i wanna be yours by arctic monkeys

ac; sangsteraudios | spc & art; me @httpzerkaa and @anastazia.art | dt; tagged ♥
song; team by lorde